Hopeless

I yet again catch a glimpse of me,

Of the pathetic creature that I've become,

In your eyes.

I was there for me,

Until you taught me to lean on you,

And my innocent heart did

But she knew not of the dangers

That would befall her.

You backed away later,

With every barrier I crossed for us.

For our lil happy future,

I rolled my belly on a dirt

That stained not only my cloth

But also my joyous youth.

For you,

I had a clash between myself

In your defense.

I blamed me for your shortcomings,

Which unknowingly made me a puppet

To you.

Drained were my feelings,

Succumbing me to a life

That I wish not for you.

I am finally freeing me,

From the girl that you've made me.

I will nurse me from your stains

For I know,

I am not meant for you.